After Sunday night, I realise I still have one emotion that remain undiluted and immediate. Anger.

I find it disrespectful that you both appear in front of me. When you make the decision to seduce your friend's girlfriend, or your boyfriend's friend, (the order is not important), you must live with the consequences. In this case, that means not being able to hang out with mutual friends when I'm around. I should not have to avoid you. You should be avoiding me. It's small beer compared to what I'm going through.

I accept that you are together. But if you think things are now okay and everything can return to normal you are very wrong. I should not have to tell you how inappropriate it is, or how hurt I feel.

Have I not given up enough? Must you take away my friends and dignity as well? I do not feel comfortable around you. You have betrayed me and robbed me of my faith and ideals.

Let me make it clear. I never want to see the two of you together, and I never want to see his face again. Sound familiar? Yes, that's because I said it 4 months ago, remember? Even before you cowards admitted it.

Stay the fuck away from me.


I remember when you filled my heart with joy
Was I blind to the truth? Just there to fill the space?
Cause now you have no interest in anything I have to say
And I have allowed you to make me feel dumb
What kind of fool am I that you so easily set me aside?

You made a fool of me
Tell me why
You say that you don't care but we made love
Tell me why
You made a fool of me, you made a fool of me

I want to kiss you
Does he want you with the pain that I do?
I smell you in my dreams
But now when we're face to face you won't look me in the eye
No time, no friendship, no love
Don't say don't touch you - I can't touch you no more
Can't touch you anymore anymore
I don't touch you anymore